Saturday, July 20, 2013

A Lone Long Hair


A Lone long hair – where does it come from, I had no idea. But, obviously it had invoked my thoughts. It wasn’t the first time I had ever encountered single long hair, still it caught strings of my heart, as though it was something of a wonder. That night, when I entered my bedroom I switched on lights and thoughtfully glanced at neat and tidy bed. It was an unintended glance, though still carried a sense of morbidity. Along with eyes, body too suddenly felt burdened with tiredness and clothes. White cotton shirt on my torso reveal the monochromatic state of my heart and an old faded denim blue pair of jeans narrated the exhaustiveness of my life’s journey.

Slowly, I opened all buttons of the shirt and let it fall on floor, then took out jeans and dropped it at the spot where shirt had, as though had been preparing for a battle, and, wrapped a loincloth around my waist like a primitive. While staring at the discarded clothes, I sat down on my bed and stretched hands rearward. When I fall back and my back met bed I brought my hands forward to see them. There, somewhere in the right hand’s fingers I discovered a lone long hair tangled caused by its silky smooth curls. Its edge shone like a twinkling star due to light falling on from a very special angle. I marveled at its curly beauty. Being a dead long hair, it appeared so alive to me that it brought life to my dead emotions. I felt a bloom inside and with it the very obvious question – how it reached my lonely bed - just vanished. I didn’t even bother to relate it to some identity, since within I felt it belonged to me.
A Lone Hair

I turned around to glance at the corner from where it caught my fingers. It was a corner edge of the bed, where a veiled gap, between mattress and wooden platform, existed. It unveiled the memories of lost times. Her young face shone in that room exactly the way this lone long hair had. We were young and had a long life waiting to be lived before us. She sat on bed, wore nothing except my full-sleeved white shirt, with two buttons from the top wide-open affording way to bosoms, and had long open hairs like a twinkling night. In loincloth, I sat on a chair adjacent to study table, where around the typewriter white papers with black syllables scattered. Some of them bore, poems I wrote for her, some bore her sketch, some bore short stories depicting her mighty beauty that would even cause God to feel jealous. Room was filled with her aroma and our love. For the first time in life, I had understood and felt purity. In those moments, the room was the purest place in entire universe, where existed pure love and untouched aroma. Innocent smile, the only expression she wore around her lips and it reflected in the form of gleam in her dark eyes.

I stood up to touch her face. With one hand, gently grabbed long hairs at the back of her neck and with other I softly touched her left cheek. She closed eyes as though in surrender and waited with fairly open lips for my fingers, so that she could plant a kiss on its tips. Slowly, my other hand slide down to her slim waist and soon the hand on her cheek joined it. As soon as our lips melt in, I gently pressed her waist by thumps at either side just to find ourselves tangled. Love rained like never before. Never ever in any corner of universe, the souls met each other the way ours met in those moments. With folded eyes, I watched her melting in me, taking my passion to the heights I ever imagined.

Eventually, I opened my eyes just to find myself alone in my bed while that lone long hair still held on to my fingers just to glint more. I felt as though I didn’t sleep nevertheless, lived those moments. Tiredness persisted in me but eyes felt no burden. With lone long hair in my fingers, I stood up and walked up to the dressing mirror. There, I saw it to its length while taking notice of its shade at different length. Inside the mirror, I found her sitting on my bed, smiling at me, wearing my white cotton shirt, which, last night, I left on the floor, and laughing out at my grey short hairs.

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Saturday, June 29, 2013

Chapter - 5 (...A Destined Love...)

Image : Courtesy to Rajesh Lashkari.

As soon as the train left platform, I shut the door and went inside the bogie. Except at other end, there prevailed darkness. By senses, and mobile phone light, I found way to my reserved berth. There, I found a pillow, a blanket, a hand towel and a pair of bed sheets. I quickly set the berth to render comfort to my body that had already beaten by such a long wait. Then, I remembered Dhaani. She might have also boarded the train, I thought, despite the fact that she did not arrive at Bina station. However, there prevailed a slight hope in heart along with a doubt that she might have been there at the station and my eyes had missed her sight. Her thought induced restlessness in me. An argument arose in thoughts and compelled me to leave the makeshift bed of mine and walk about in other bogies. That very urge was caused by the fact that somewhere I still believed that I would get to meet her all again.

After seeing few compartments, I returned to my berth and went to sleep. That sleep was not the normal one. It was a kind of thoughtless one, which I have rarely encountered in my life. At somewhere 8:00 AM when I opened my eyes I felt as though I hadn’t slept at all and just blinked the eyes. Body felt little weary, however, mind was clear. The very moment I knew what I was going to do in the next one hour. I left my berth to go to toilet and then returned to it after freshen up. While I placed hand towel on my wet face to clear it, I heard a tea-seller selling tea. I desperately needed one, and the moment he arrived closure I asked him to fill a cup for me. After filling a cup and shoving Rs.5 into his shirts pocket, he left the compartment. I lifted the cup to my lips and took first sip out of it. The very moment I recognized the cruelty of its taste. Never had such a bad tea in my life. A co-passenger, sitting on opposite berth with a similar cup of tea in his left hand noticed frown at my face and said, “They use milk powder to make this tea, which is pathetic but not life threatening.” I smiled at him in acknowledgement while lifting my cup of tea in a manner of cheers and stood up. I did not know what had compelled me to stand up and went to an open gate of bogie, perhaps to catch some fresh morning air. Stood there for a moment I thought of throwing the cup of tea outside but then I took another sip and felt it not that cruel or actually better. I dropped the idea of throwing it and drank it all in sips at regular interval as though relishing its taste.

After tea, I turned around to face the dressing mirror above washbasin. My reflection appeared in it and revealed my unkempt hair. I set them right using hands and rushed through passage into other bogie. I traversed all the connected bogies and with sharp eyes looked for her. Before I entered any compartment, I found my hopes already lying on floor. Except non-reserved bogies, I went to every class & compartment just to let down myself since she was not on that train.

Train halted at the Bhubaneswar station, after 36 hours of journey. Well, in those 36 hours I counted and wrote name of each station the train had taken halt. There were 42 names in the list– all big and small. Around 8:00 AM, I stepped out from the train with my luggage in hands and shoulder. When I walked out from the station, I detected the sign of last night heavy rainfall. It was still drizzling as though exhausted from all night affair. Despite heaviness of luggage on my shoulder, I felt light. Perhaps due to the excitement of new life that was on its way – a few kilometers away. I hired an auto-rickshaw and gave him the address of Infosys campus in Infocity. The ride was almost of half an hour. On the way, I asked driver to stop at a shop so that I could buy a packet of cigarettes. Since, while in train, I have hardly had a chance to smoke and now I desperately wanted one of those tiny smoking sticks.

When Auto-rickshaw reached Infocity driver informed me and asked for the location where he had to drop me. Reciprocally, I asked him if he had any idea about the Infosys campus and he responded in denial. Even so, that wasn’t a matter a concern since I could see tall plush buildings ahead and was sure Infosys campus must be around. I asked him to drive little further. There I stepped out from it and asked a man who was in formal attire and stood under a colorful umbrella, “Do you know where Infosys Campus is?”

He didn’t reply, instead gestured me to look upwards. First, I could not understand what was he pointing at, and then I look upwards just to find a blue cloudy sky over my head. Again, I asked him and this time he gestured towards the gate. There, a security guard was calling at me with smile. I looked at him and then again looked at the man with umbrella. He stood under the umbrella which had Infosys printed at its cross sections. He was an employee of Infosys and smiled at me. I paid the Auto-rickshaw driver and he took my luggage out. Security guard escorted me in security office where another guard asked me to present original copy of offer letter along with printed copy of confirmation mail from HR. I presented the asked document, and after scrutinizing them, he brought out a paper from cabinet drawer and began looking for something in it.
Sometimes later, he looked at me with despair and said, “Sir, your name is not in the list of joiners.”
“I have travelled almost 48 hours to reach on date and you are saying my name is not in the list.”
“Sir, I have received this list yesterday only.”
“Since I have got my joining confirmed only 10 days ago, can you please check with HR?”
He nodded and picked up phone to call the HR, whose name was mentioned in the copy of mail I had shown him. Few seconds later, he hung up the call and faced me with smile.
“Sir, she confirmed your name. Since your was last minute change, hence your name wasn’t present in the list given to us for cross check. Kindly proceed with your luggage for security clearance.”

In the joining letter, HR had mentioned about the security clearance – I was not supposed to carry CDs, USBs or alcohol with me inside the campus. I opened my bags for them, they checked it and almost 10 minutes later, they cleared me for entering the campus. Guard asked me to wait, outside a glass door that opened inside the campus, along with two other people who appeared to me fresher, they also had luggage and were waiting patiently, while talking to each other as though acquaintances, for car to pick them up. I proceeded as required and joined them. I heard them talking in strange language and thought they must be Tamil but later in Car with them I realized that they were not Tamils instead Keralites.
At the reception counter of company hostel, which was in the campus only, Warden asked to fill up details in register before receiving keys to allocated room. I seized the opportunity and asked him in return, “Has anyone from Indore or north India arrived yet?”
“No.” he answered, without giving much thought to my question.
“Are you sure? A girl from Indore?” I again asked, by dropping more clues.
“Entry Register is in your hands, better check for yourself.” exasperatedly he answered, and turned towards other who had been waiting for his attention.

I quickly glanced at the entries at current folio and then flipped it to have a look at entries at previous folio but found no name that had arrived from, if not Indore but entire north India. With defeated and tarnished hope, I turned over the register to one of those two keralites. With key of allocated room being placed in my hand by warden, I felt as though the dwindled hope of meeting Dhaani all again had eventually extinguished. With luggage, I reached second floor by elevator and opened room 306, by placing key into the keyhole. The grandness of the room was nowhere less than a premium class room of a five star hotel. An entire wall sized glass window rendered beautiful view of tennis and basketball court. A bathroom that was larger than the usual bedroom of middle class people. A finest television set with satellite connection and a tea table filled with cookies. Bed was so wide that two people could comfortably afford pleasant sleep on it. Mattress was as soft and spongy as I never experienced before. Infosys lived on its reputation more than I imagined, it had bestowed those excellent facilities upon its trainees.

I opened a bag to take out articles required to take shower in that grand bathroom – soap, shampoo, towel, underwear and other clothes. When I opened the shower curtain in bathroom, I found a nice soft towel, a scented soap and few satchels of shampoos already there. Must have been placed by housekeeping people. The sight brought a smile on my face. I felt an admiration for those who had set the place so wonderfully for my arrival. After shower and changing into a pair of jeans and a Kurta, I walked downstairs to find a swimming pool that was there in the hostel premises only, however, not visible from reception counter and unfortunately from my room. Sparkling blue water of it reflected the black hanging clouds in the sky. I looked upward and could clearly see that it was going to rain and it left a pleasant feeling in me since I could see the realm around turning into a heaven during shower. While I walked around, my face held a smile. Soon, I spotted a place to sit down. It was adjacent to not functional fountain.

At some distance, I watched a flat circular ground, all green with fresh grass – must be a cricket ground for employees to play on it. Along the road, I also watched the car coming towards hostel. Must be carrying some new trainees. It stopped just outside the hostel and not deliberately, I consistently watched it as though some miracle was about to happen. As soon as front door of the car opened I saw a pair of female legs in blue jeans coming out and then the whole her. To my mighty surprise, it was Dhaani. I could not believe she was there, I could not believe we were going to have 45 days of training together and I could not believe that destiny had planned it so flawlessly that we would be together finally.
I stood up and walked in her direction. As I approached her, she looked at me with inquisitive eyes.
“Hi, you remember me? I was there at microprocessor classes with you?” I said, with a stupid smile on my face.
“Oh yeah.” After a thoughtful moment, she replied. Though her response didn’t carry the level of surety required but I didn’t mind it. She briefly introduced me with her father who just stepped out from the other door of the car. I acknowledged him despite that he had puzzled look on his face and walked back towards the non-functional fountain.

Incessantly, my face carried a stupid sort of smile and her presence had induced a trust on faith and destiny in my heart. Without any suspicion and apprehension, I agreed to the fact that her and my destinies were tangled, and now the time had arrived for us to realize this fact and fulfill the call of destiny. 

To Be Continued....(Chapter -6 ...Coming Soon)


Monday, June 17, 2013

Tata Safari Storme....Real SUV

Date: June 1st, 2013, Saturday was my second Indiblogger meet in Mumbai. Its name was ‘THE XTREME INDIBLOGGER MEET’. Every meet has presented a new experience with new things for which I like to present my hearty thanks to Sponsors and Organizers. This time I have had this golden chance to sit in newly launched ‘TataSafari Storme’. Must say, I felt proud for Indian automobile engineering. I still remember my college days in 2004, when only two SUVs were ruling the Indian market in this segment – Tata Safari and Mahindra Scorpio. However, I always loved Tata safari, reason, first it had that masculine feel which never ever had there been in Indian produced cars. In those times I loved and dreamed about owning an ultimate White Tata Safari. Whenever I encountered a Tata safari cruise the road, I would simply stop and watch it accelerating, until it disappears. Broad, wide bonnet of it feels like a chest of a man and when it accelerate it feels like a Bengal Tiger has leapt on its prey – no matter if its thousands of KMs away.
Today in the Indian market, we see SUVs from almost every automotive manufacturing company in the world but, what makes Tata Safari Storme stand unique? The answer to this question lies in the first sight of it. However, I would like to present more argument about it.
  1. It is manufactured by one of the oldest organization of India – Tata Group, which in itself is the synonym of Trust in all over India.
  2. Tata Motors has more than six decades of automotive manufacturing experience which in itself is a proof of excellence.
  3. After Maruti 800, Tata Indica was the most purchased car in India.
  4. Tata Nano in itself nowhere less than a ‘dream come true’ for most Indians.
  5. Proud owner of ionic brands ‘Land Rover’ & ‘Jaguar’

Tata has delivered what it promised without ever a miss, and this time they have delivered a real beast. A beast, which every fantasizing Indian wants to drive and own. The look is slightly different from the original Tata Safari but suits its image. The reflective surface has a very fine finish, simply soothing to eyes.


Mr. Ravi Verma the Sr. Marketing Manager at Tata Motors, made us familiar with the features and power of this great vehicle in his presentation at the meet. We all, who were present in the Indiblogger meet listened and watched his presentation. I was very excited by the very thought that I would get a ride in new Tata Safari Storme. His team has already done some amazing arrangement for us. The rides were not the normal road rides; they were off-roading rides and these rides were going to prove if this beast really is really what they were claiming.
The trained drivers took us on an adrenaline rushing ride. Those professional drivers made us scream feel awe, with the way they handled the beast. Driver tilted the beast at jaw dropping 45 degree angle and asked me to see the rear wheel in the back view mirror. He has cruised it to 70 KMph in few seconds and that made sure that Tata Safari Storme can accelerate 0- 100 KMph in less than 15 seconds. Interior felt luxury, dashboard had a sooth leather feel and the front seats were very spacious and pleasurable. If I would get a chance to ride this beat to Leh then I guess with that kind of comfort I would reach there without much fatigue.


Now let me list down  its specifications
  1. New generation 2.2L VTT VARICOR diesel engine that gives 140PS power & 320 Nm Torque, which in itself is breathtaking.
  2. Turning radius is best in class and makes it easier for sharp turns in the city and off-road clumsy turns too.
  3. Ground clearance is 200mm
  4. Suspension system has got double wishbone and McPheron struts. Combined they act great shock absorber which in return present a great experience even on bad Indian roads.
  5. Interiors are great with spacious leg room with double AC and 10 air vents which keeps the beast’s temperature in complete control.
  6. Anti-lock braking system that handles wheel rotation when we brake hard.
  7. Mileage is 11 Kmpl in city traffic and 13 Kmpl on highways.
  8. Cost is 9.95 Lacs (ex-showroom, Delhi)
The real beast is on road…..

Chapter - 4 (...A Destined Love...)

July 9th 2007, I appeared for my last exam of graduation. I entered the examination hall at 8:00 AM and walked out a little before 11:00 AM. The moment I stepped out from the exam hall, I felt as though I have stepped out from the college life. Outside, it was drizzling and I faced upward with closed eyes to let the water droplets fall on my face for a while. Never before I relished rain like that. There set contentment on my face but somewhere in a lonely corner of my heart lay melancholy of not being able to live college again. I met friends who were already outside and talking to each other. For the first time, they were not talking about their performance in exam, instead about the life after that day. Few were going for Post graduation, few were simply going back to learn business from their father, few had no idea about what next and very few like me knew where we had to head next. We all shared our email addresses, mobile numbers and every possible detail. Few carried their scrapbook to get it filled by their friends, a friend of mine also asked me to do the honor. I gladly filled it in detail so that if in the future I would be lost then using those details she could track me, if she ever wishes.
That day, I did not take bus back to hostel, instead walked in the drizzle. I was going to leave hostel, college, and Indore on the very same day since my elder brother had already arrived and doing packing in my room at hostel while I was gone to appear in the exam. That drizzle had a peculiar effect on my thinking, I could recall my whole college life, and it seemed as though it was yesterday when I took admission in my graduation. But no, it was 3 years ago when I first came to do graduation, when I had few facial hairs and now a beard like a grown man. When I entered my room in hostel, I found my luggage packed. Suddenly that room appeared to me strange, like a forsaken place. Walls ripped off from the posters I had pasted, not remember when. Closet, all empty as though someone used to live there. Room was filled but with only packed cartons and bedding. A study carton had all my books, business magazines. Three more boxes had my desktop computer, and speakers. A suitcase and a bag had all my clothes and bed sheets. It appeared as though I would never get a chance to spend one more sleepless night in that room. Then, I realized how much I have got attached to this hostel and to this room. Luggage was brought down to ground floor with the help of few hostel mates and then placed into the auto rickshaw that was going to take me and my brother to railway station.
First few days in home in Ratlam went like wind but then uneasiness got prevailed in my days. I wanted to move out, I wanted to join Infosys, and for that matter, I sent an email to HR asking for joining date. For a week, I have received no response and in the meanwhile, University had declared the result. I passed the graduation with first division. Comprising this good news, I again sent an email to the HR and this time I received response in a couple of days. They had slotted me for the October batch due to non-availability of seats in the August batch. It was a sort of disappointment to me, hence, I called the HR and requested her to slot me for August batch and after little persuading she considered my request.
Now, first thing in the ‘to do’ list of joining was to book a train ticket to Bhubaneswar. With my father, I went to railway reservation office to find out the train. Joining date was August 20th, I needed to report a day before. In that particular week, from Ratlam, Indore, or even Bhopal, there was no train bounded in that direction. However, from Bina junction there was one train going in that direction – Utkal express. I made reservation in that train with a positive hope that I might meet up with Dhaani in Bina. Although, I had no knowledge about her joining date, it was a mere hope or a favorable dream of my heart’s plea – I did not know.
In the night August 16th, I took a train along with my father, who was accompanying me until Bina. Next day, in the afternoon, we have reached Bina and settled ourselves in the waiting room since; we had to wait for Utkal express that was supposed to arrive at 10:50 PM. I had almost 8 hours to wait. Father was sleepy so, sitting on his chair with luggage he slept all the time. I found it little weird since he never used to sleep like that while travelling, but then I thought, perhaps he was tired. Except to wait, I had no other choice so I decided to take a little walk around. I woke up my father just to tell that I would be around and then walked out from the waiting room, went to a little market outside the station to puff a cigarette, then measured all the platforms, even went to Inquiry counter to make some useless train inquiries. My eyes were all around, as though looking or perhaps waiting for Dhaani. I imagined her getting off from some train and drew close to me, holding a look of acquaintance on face, perhaps a smile of relief.
Around 10:00 PM, an announcement appeared on platform that Utkal express was running late by 1 hour. Father looked into my direction, as though telling me not to worry you will reach on time. However, that delay of 1 hour soon turned into 2 hour, then 3 and then finally at 04:30 AM the train arrived, but Dhaani had not. Father helped me in placing luggage under my reserved seat and afterwards, we stood outside the bogie, waiting for train to move, in silence. It was unusual to see my father stood in silence while I was going away. I expected him to say many things about not getting down on every station, not eating food offered by strangers, keep good eye on luggage, etc, but on the contrary, he stood silent. I was wrong, he wasn’t silent, his eyes were saying a hell lot of things which I understood when the train made a loud whistle meaning it was about to leave. Father looked, with a look I had never seen in his eyes, at me. His eyes told me that he would wait for me to come back. His eyes had longing and proud at the same time. His son was leaving to join India’s most respected company. Despite of his efforts he couldn’t hide the oozing love for me in the eyes. Train started moving, stood at the gate I looked at father. He also started moving with train. I urged him not to do so but he didn’t stop walking along with the train. With train father too catch the speed, he walked faster and then almost ran. When he could not catch up with the speeding train he stopped, raised a hand in my direction while saying ‘Take care of yourself and give a call as soon as you reach there.’



To Be Continued....(Chapter -5 ...Coming Soon)



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